Sometimes the hardest thing about blogging is the readers’ comments.
When I read comments, in fact when I read any words, each word resonates energetically with me.
For the most part, some 99.5 percent of the comments I read on this site are supportive and kind. But there is always that half percent, that few that seem to rise above the rest, like serpents from the murky waters, and shatter what joy was carried with their jagged teeth and rugged scales of anger.
I can feel the anger in certain words. I can feel judgment, dismay, demise. I can feel jealousy, confusion, and mental clutter. I can feel some need to challenge, fight, or crush.
I have to remind myself that others’ words are not a reflection of me. I have to shake myself much like a dog, and flick away all the leech-like fear seeded in some comments.
I have to remember whomever writes words that are not beneficial to my spirit is in desperate need of hope and love. I have to remind myself that their pain is my pain. And the best I can do is to pray for the individual. To visualize the person finding support, clarity, and a release from whatever holds him or her prisoner.
Due to an acute health condition and the start of the children’s school year, I will be taking a small break from posting. I will check back in soon. Feel free to look through past posts and contact me through Facebook (link atop blog).
Yes, even search engine terms long to be noticed and adorned.
Below I’ve listed some of the less common search engine terms that led people to my blog. In my infinite desire to process and analyze and sort data, (and to chuckle), I have spent hours scanning through thousands of words to create a list of my favorites. (Yes, this is what I do for amusement.)
“Search engine term awards?” You query, with a wry grin.
“Well, yes! Why the heck not?” I quibble, with a devious wink.
The Picturing in my Mind Award
mermaid butt
naked man with a butterfly on his buttock
vampires naked
The Sweetness Award
memory of a little girl who once danced like a butterfly
innocent women pics
The Spit-with-Laughter on my Keyboard Award
invasion of the body snatchers kill and replace
Mememememememe
Youboob
organizing a messy aspergerian
Collective term for sloths
The Shades of Aspie Award
addicted to aspergers man
Sexy Asperger girl
Everyday naked people
Sexy Aspergers
Your sexy grandmother
wooing aspergers girls
do dominant guys like asperger girls
hot guys with asperger’s
aspies in bikinis
best female voluptuous sensual nude body
how i surprised my hubby for his birthday- naked
The Must Answer Award
can women with aspergers be sexy (Oh, Yes!)
asperger’s brain vs normal brain (Asperger’s wins)
do all aspergers girls lack empathy (nope, but you might)
how to tell if an aspergers guy likes you (ask him)
What are qualities women with aspergers want in a man (authenticity, humor, honesty, nice butt and eyes)
Can aspie girls be popular (yes)
What’s normal (good question)
why do aspies hardly text back (I think there might be another reason)
how to tell someone you have aspergers (I have Aspergers)
is it true girls lose their ass (no, last time I checked there were no assless women)
How do you make an Asperger man to love you (You learn proper grammar)
why are asperger people handsome (Because they radiate truth)
how to tell if someone with aspergers likes you (If they talk to you and compliment you all the time, send you little gifts, and smoother you in love)
do people with asburgers understand humor? (I’m laughing at your spelling!)