Day 122: Stoned Heart

Sam Craft
“Stoned Heart”

Stoned Heart

Watching the world go by

Wasting the day away

Dizzy Smile

Vibrant colors

Doped in desire

Completely saturated

Altered perception

Can’t think straight

Under his influence

Intoxicated in thought

Munching madness

Laughing in euphoria

High as a gull

Ease of mind

Turns paranoia

The horrors

The frights

Hashed

No going back

Panicked

Plunder to earth

Lost

Trapped in a circle

Racing impulses

Incapable of acting

Of doing

Bloodshot

Pelted with ponderings

Battered and worn

Baked by angst

Fried of hope

Sauced in sin

Plastered to regret

Persecuted by passion

Mob of madness

Tied to a punishing post

Stones thrown

Multiple blows

Pelted in pain

Slow and torturous

Knocked out

Executed

Skull caved in

Rises

The walking dead

Tripping with dread

Stumbling Dizzy

No longer self

Erased

Bleached

Whited out

Disoriented

Wasted woes

Hung over in time

Endless loop

Blank stare

Watching the world go by

Sam Craft Maui 2012
“The Stoned Dead”
Sam Craft
2012
“The Stone Threshold”
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20 thoughts on “Day 122: Stoned Heart

  1. wow…First of all this is a brilliant poem….second…It really runs down a dark hole…I really hope that you feel better after writing that

  2. “Endless loop
    Blank stare
    Watching the world go by”

    This poem is 100% pure Aspieness…Totally awesome!
    You have put into words those frantic thought loops of not feeling validated.
    The confusion of the unwritten rules and the headmess of the not knowing.
    Brilliant….it’s totally totally looping. Your brain is so like mine.
    Love you my lovely friend.
    Just so you know Yes I mean that. “I love you, you are my friend.”
    See…that is so simple isn’t it?! Open and honest is what we work best on.
    It stops all the headess and frantic thought loops.
    Just love how you share from the heart.
    Lees. xxx πŸ™‚ ❀

    1. You think?!!! LOL. You are soooooo write in your comment. Love you my friend, as well. I wish everyone could just be open and honest. To simply say, Yes, I love you. I will always be there. It’s not that hard. Simple for us with HUGE hearts I suppose. πŸ™‚ ~ Sam

  3. Genuine. The heights and depths of ASD are complex, numbing and euphoric. Your photos are beautiful beside the words. I get lost in the little holes like eyes, or empty spaces.

    1. “complex, numbing, and euphoric” — only few souls with huge hearts and extreme light know these depths, my friend. Let your light shine!!! I like the photos too, and get lost in them. HUGS and a spot of tea, Sam πŸ™‚

  4. This is a simple WOW! I loved it! The pictures add to the flavor of this Hot and Sour Post!
    Blessings,
    -Naima.

  5. love this poem, Sam…i feel like my aspie feelings and thoughts are reflected in your poetry…it’s like a mirror πŸ™‚ the first half reflects my thoughts and emotions when at an “elevated stage” like when i’m feeling soooo in love and just simply happy…vibrantly “stoned high” πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ and the second half is the opposite…like when morale for me is at its all-time low…like maybe feeling as if i’m being stoned to death and being tortured by my own mind…the anxieties and panic attacks…

    thanks for sharing another brilliant piece…love and hugs, my friend πŸ™‚ and oh, those are wonderful pictures, by the way…love the music, too πŸ™‚

    1. You got it exactly how I felt it. Yay, you! Thank you for expressing your feelings so well. Nice to be understood at a deep level. You’re so fabulous. HUGS ~ Sam πŸ™‚

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