“Stoned Heart”
Stoned Heart
Watching the world go by
Wasting the day away
Dizzy Smile
Vibrant colors
Doped in desire
Completely saturated
Altered perception
Can’t think straight
Under his influence
Intoxicated in thought
Munching madness
Laughing in euphoria
High as a gull
Ease of mind
Turns paranoia
The horrors
The frights
Hashed
No going back
Panicked
Plunder to earth
Lost
Trapped in a circle
Racing impulses
Incapable of acting
Of doing
Bloodshot
Pelted with ponderings
Battered and worn
Baked by angst
Fried of hope
Sauced in sin
Plastered to regret
Persecuted by passion
Mob of madness
Tied to a punishing post
Stones thrown
Multiple blows
Pelted in pain
Slow and torturous
Knocked out
Executed
Skull caved in
Rises
The walking dead
Tripping with dread
Stumbling Dizzy
No longer self
Erased
Bleached
Whited out
Disoriented
Wasted woes
Hung over in time
Endless loop
Blank stare
Watching the world go by
“The Stoned Dead”
2012
“The Stone Threshold”
Everyday Asperger's 
That could be pretty accurate. Succinct and nice photos!!
Got your message. That was sweet. :))) Yes, will for sure will keep you updated. Thank you for the blog comment, too. Hugs, ~ Sam
wow…First of all this is a brilliant poem….second…It really runs down a dark hole…I really hope that you feel better after writing that
Thanks, David. 🙂 ~ Sam
Sam, this one is an excellent poem. It seems as if you play with words as per your wish, while you write. Like this one a lot.
I like the thought of playing with the words as I write….and so it seems this way, at times. Glad you liked. hugs, Sam 🙂
“Endless loop
Blank stare
Watching the world go by”
This poem is 100% pure Aspieness…Totally awesome!
You have put into words those frantic thought loops of not feeling validated.
The confusion of the unwritten rules and the headmess of the not knowing.
Brilliant….it’s totally totally looping. Your brain is so like mine.
Love you my lovely friend.
Just so you know Yes I mean that. “I love you, you are my friend.”
See…that is so simple isn’t it?! Open and honest is what we work best on.
It stops all the headess and frantic thought loops.
Just love how you share from the heart.
Lees. xxx 🙂 ❤
*headmess* not headess…stoopid dyslexia. LOL
You think?!!! LOL. You are soooooo write in your comment. Love you my friend, as well. I wish everyone could just be open and honest. To simply say, Yes, I love you. I will always be there. It’s not that hard. Simple for us with HUGE hearts I suppose. 🙂 ~ Sam
Genuine. The heights and depths of ASD are complex, numbing and euphoric. Your photos are beautiful beside the words. I get lost in the little holes like eyes, or empty spaces.
“complex, numbing, and euphoric” — only few souls with huge hearts and extreme light know these depths, my friend. Let your light shine!!! I like the photos too, and get lost in them. HUGS and a spot of tea, Sam 🙂
I appreciate your poetry because it gives an authentic visual of what you experience. 🙂
Thank you. That means a lot to me. I try to be as authentic as possible in my life and journey. Joy to you ~ Sam 🙂
This is a simple WOW! I loved it! The pictures add to the flavor of this Hot and Sour Post!
Blessings,
-Naima.
Yay! So glad to hear. It cleaned out a lot of gunk for me. Yes, hot and sour! You’re so right. Thanks, Sam 😉
You’re more than Welcome Sam 😉
-Naima.
Love this! The words just click together! Great post!
Thank you. I liked this one, too. I truly wrote to ESCAPE. Light to you, Sam 🙂
love this poem, Sam…i feel like my aspie feelings and thoughts are reflected in your poetry…it’s like a mirror 🙂 the first half reflects my thoughts and emotions when at an “elevated stage” like when i’m feeling soooo in love and just simply happy…vibrantly “stoned high” 🙂 🙂 and the second half is the opposite…like when morale for me is at its all-time low…like maybe feeling as if i’m being stoned to death and being tortured by my own mind…the anxieties and panic attacks…
thanks for sharing another brilliant piece…love and hugs, my friend 🙂 and oh, those are wonderful pictures, by the way…love the music, too 🙂
You got it exactly how I felt it. Yay, you! Thank you for expressing your feelings so well. Nice to be understood at a deep level. You’re so fabulous. HUGS ~ Sam 🙂