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The Crystal Glove
When my physical body is nurtured through love and balanced eating, I remain in an air of light and floating love all day. It is the most wonderful natural high imaginable. When I walk on this air of light and love, I sometimes awake at three in the morning and experience a rainbow of rapid images and messages. I sense this is a download from spirit.
Last night’s lesson and vision was about LOVE.
We are coming into a time where we need not fear the spoken word love. A time where we can readily and rapidly send light and love to anyone and anything. We have the capacity within to embrace the world with love.
Today, I am overwhelmed with love. There are times I feel an automatic connection to a person. This, to me, can be confusing, and feel a bit overwhelming. Especially if I recognize inside at a very deep and profound level that I’ve known this person for what feels to be an eternity.
I want to shout out: I know you! I’ve seen you in my dreams! I’ve been waiting for you! I understand you! Let me walk at your side!
I now understand my Aspie-ness stems from LOVE and a profound desire to want to connect. I long to reach my roots down and expand through the moist soil. I want to spring my branches forth in all direction. I want to be shade and joy—the wooden swing for the child, the lookout for the soul. In having this love inside, I sometimes burst. I cannot stop this. This bubble of love is beyond me. In seeing my spirit in this light of love, I understand now why I clung to others. Regardless of their shape, size or status, I clung because I am drawn to light. I see the light in them, and I want to be there, in the light with them.
In the past, I was hurt, because I clung on in hopes of returned love. I hoped in giving love to be filled with love. If love was not returned to me in the same way—the same capacity—I thought something was wrong with me. If people did not respond to my love like I wanted, I became confused and hurt.
Now I understand clearly the key is giving out love without expecting or longing for anything in return.
Last night I was filled with inner-love, bathed in light. Now in return I pour out love to others without expectation. I learned that in releasing the control of love, my love multiplies a thousand times more.
I learned that with society today, love is sometimes a frightening word. Something to be owned or rationed. As if love had boundaries and limitations. Love is limitless. Because of fear, and fear alone, people carry love, but don’t speak of love. Fear is the bars of love.
Imagine a man standing with a ball and catching glove. The ball is love in essence, in purest form. The man is clutching the ball in his glove. He does not want to give the essence away until he knows many things. He does not want to toss the ball until he questions: Where is this ball going? Who will receive it? Who will benefit? Will I benefit? Is this okay? Am I wrong? In what form is this essence? In what form will it be received? Will the essence be returned as I wish? Will the essence not be returned? Will the essence be understood? Do I have enough to give away? Will I be left lacking? Should I throw my ball? Should I wait?
And the inner-dialogue, the clutching of essence continues. The ball is clutched so tightly into the glove that the man does not have open glove to receive. Until he throws his ball, his glove remains cave-in, shrunken, and unattainable.
This is the image I saw:
I saw a person with a glove. But there was not one glove. There were infinite gloves. The gloves were open wide and surrounding every facet of the person’s aura. This person was continually sending balls (love essence) into the universal field. The gloves were each made of clear crystal. The crystal gloves were open, so they could each receive abundance of love. Yet, because they were crystal, they only absorbed the light, everything else not of light and love was repelled off of them and dissipated into the universe. I then saw my being, my aura, my light, surrounded in thousands of crystal gloves, one after the other, shielding me.
Today I detach from fear.
Today I visualize pure love.
I send love without motive or questioning.
I keep my gloves open.
I openly receive the universal love and openly dissipate all that is not of love and light into healing form.
I shine with crystals surrounding me.
I resonate in high vibration.
I am energized.
The more I release love, the more love returns.
It is only when my glove is clutched closed that I am unable to receive.
I choose to remain open in a perpetual motion of releasing essence and accepting essence.
I need never close my glove to catch and receive.
Nothing is caught.
To catch implies to trap.
To catch in a glove implies to cut out light.
Everything is absorbed.
The essence is absorbed straight through the center of my glove.
The crystal protects me.
The love feeds me.
Yesterday, through the help of a friend, I became aware that my deep capacity to LOVE is a gift. My gift is from source. When feeling some fear yesterday over the intense love I feel for people at moments, my friend explained to me that this intensity is because I have this gift. I recognize that my love is not something I need to hide in the darkness of a closed glove. My love is glorious.
I saw in my vision that the key to healing is mankind learning to love unconditionally. I saw that so many carry closed gloves and fear LOVE. This is a dichotomy in the greatest sense. This is confusion and the grandest of illusion. LOVE is never fear. LOVE is never wrong.
Love cannot hurt. Only the shards of broken illusions hurt.
Love is less pure when motive is attached and expectations, but even then LOVE is LOVE. Love is the only element that cannot transform. The only element that grows the more love is transmitted. Love is in everyone waiting to be transmitted. We only need open our gloves.
Part of what has been labeled and perceived as Aspergers, is largely a HUGE capacity to love. I understand there is never any fault or wrong in loving a person. I was put here at this exact moment to love. When I share my love, I am in element. When I do not, I suffer. When my gloves are closed tightly, I cannot experience the beneficial love. Today I remain with my gloves open. Today, and in all ways.
I invite you to open your glove.
This is for those of YOU who recognize someone in this lifetime that you KNOW you have loved for a thousand years. (AlienHippy) : )))